Just a thought...

It has certainly been awhile since i have written and i find myself lacking the subject material. Well not really just the opportunity as my days are a bit heavy at the moment and treading water to maintain a level head. I must admit that i have a pain in my heart that seems to grow the longer i keep the pen from paper. I so long for an opportunity to shout out my story and have the time to document what i think is relevant, but alas now does not seem the time or the place.

I read a comment by someone that reads these blogs regularly and she expressed a emotional compliment to what i had written and i am truly amazed that someone enjoys my babbling. It does put ones influence into question and brings home the reality that we are not alone. There are more of us out there...lol... so i find myself in front of the key board and sifting through my mind to find a piece of myself that is either not too screwed up to share or a part that is at least a little exciting. Again ...lol... i am stumped!

Maybe this is not the right time to write - it is like my art and photography, some days it spurts out of me with reckless abandon and other days you would swear that i had never seen the light of day before. I have unfortunately as a Leo way too much to comment on and theorise constantly which does drive people crazy. One of the most memorable arguments i had with someone who no longer fills my day was finalised with an desperate exclamation - " I refuse to argue with someone who is always right" and that was that. Far fewer arguments were had there after. That by the way suited me just fine...

I have been editing pictures and photo's for a few days now and find that i am seriously impressed with God, he certainly knows what he is doing when it comes to this world. (only a leo has that kinda arrogance to make a comment like that) Be that as it may, i am loving the day and look forward to tomorrow. For no particular reason other than i know it can only be good when you wish it so. But the wish needs to be of pure reasoning and derived from pure thought. There is so much we need to do and come to terms with that if you allow it it will overtake you and swamp you with emotion, anger, spite, regret instead of hope, love and nuturing.

So my wish is that to anyone who reads this i truly hope you have an awesome day when next the sun rises and keep in mind that it will only be a good day if you allow it to be. Expect doom and gloom, ten to one that is what you will get...

Fond regards Duncan