Get out of the rut...

So here we are at the tail end of 2009 and for the life of me I can't fathom out why I have achieved so little in the two years that i have been back in South Africa. There is so much to get done and so much to strive for as I have usually done but the last two years have escaped me. Whats new in my life since my return. Well one is Carmina, major step and the second is a motorcycle. And scary as it may be that is it. I have helped my Dad out through a really rough patch medically by keeping his company afloat and in turn helped my Mom out recently through a rough patch medically but that is nothing out of the ordinary. People do that on a daily basis. I as in Duncan have not learnt or progressed very much at all. No new skills, no new education, no new adventures and no noticeable change to a lifestyle that leads nowhere. 

So 2010 will be a year of change, a year of adventure, learning and forward movement on the educational front as well as the spiritual front. Carmina and I have to think of the future as we can not remain living the way we do and at the same time I need to take the company and shake it up in order to start achieving some solid results and financial rewards. I have fallen fould of accepting the 'lot' life has handed me and forgotten that it is all my own doing. So a change will be in the coming wind and i fully intend to seize it with both hands and throttle it into a shape of my own. 

BRING IT ON 2010