Off the track...

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Damn I kinda got a bit heated up on my last entry or two (Ok maybe three or four)

You see I write during the week as and when I get the chance and it usually is when I take a break or am opinionated within my own mind and need to vent. The writing are all emotional related ie; when I am cross I tell the world to back off and when I am frustrated it try to correct the world and when I am lonely or down I write 'fluffy' stuff you know that kinda mushy bla di bla that I tend to write from time to time.

So in essence it is rather easy to see where I am in life. Frustration is what I have been cursed with and is my biggest obstacle in life. I get so frustrated because people can be so blind at times and so, what's the word (don't want to, or mean to, sound condescending) basic comes to mind but is way to harsh. People get wrapped up in their life and right down to traffic manners and supermarket actions and reactions that I am astounded that at a supermarket this morning, a man in front of me was complaining that the ice cream he had bought was too solid and frozen last time and he had to wait for it to defrost some before he could eat it.

HELLO !!! And yes I fully realise that he has a right to complain about it and yes maybe it was not right but when last did he drive through India, Pakistan, damn even our own back yard and seen the conditions there. If he wants soft ice cream make it yourself, just the way you like it. How does that sound? I can relate to his problem but dare ask the question - SO WHAT ?

You see folks (that is my problem) it is very easy to fly off the handle and I endeavor to tame my reaction and even though I succeed most of the time I desperately want to control it all the time. Can this be done I ask?

Only time will tell...

M.E. 31/05/2010

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